TashJGirl

I often have questions that I can’t answer run through my head.

Is love without chemistry possible?
What is love?
What does it feel like? What does it look like?
Why can’t anyone explain it to me?
How do you know if you’re in love? And no, “you just know” isn’t a good answer.
Am I willing to compromise on love in order to get other things in life that I want (husband and kids)?
How long will I wait?
Is there anyone out there who will love me, just as I am?
Will I find a man who will inspire me to be better?
Will I ever find a man who will be proud of me (family doesn’t count here)? Will I be proud of him? Does he even exist? Do I know him and just don’t realize it yet?
What’s wrong with me? Why do men find me intimidating? I hate that word, but even my friends tell me that. I don’t think there’s anything astonishing or remarkable or earth-shattering about me.

As always, these questions say more about me than I’d probably like, but that’s how life is.